I just don't know where I should go

Sometimes I just don't know what I want in life..
Friends and people around me desire for the latest Chanel/LV bags, cars, gadgets...
But I just find it weird that I don't really desire for those stuff.
Don't really have material desire...
Well, I love travel & having a good time.

I spend tons of moolah on entertainment.
But at the end of the day, I find everything is just back to square one.
Perhaps, I've already lost the directions in life, goal, dreams, achievements & who I want to be.
I just know that I wanna stay happy.
But that's not the "right" way to lead my life.
I feel that I can't do things logically as according to my plan.
But follow my emotional mind.
Fool around in life, enjoying every single moment of life.

Even my Taiwan working trip is delayed because of my actions.
Logically I should go for it.
But I'm still feeling reluctant & continue my stay in SG.
When I will really wake up & do things logically?! ):

Well, feel better after ranting my issues.

Moving on...

Yo Friends!

I'm in KL now.. Traveling to Japan in the afternoon later on :)
Got a dance job at a club in Tokyo, Roppongi.
Have to check it out later & see how things goes on.
If everything is going smoothly, work environment and staff benefits is good,
will probably based in there for a few months.

And it's my first trip to Japan!
So, kinda excited about that. But, unfortunately I've forget quite an amount of
Japanese phrases & words. Thus, I'm heading there without any handbook!
So hopefully I still can carry the basic conversation with the Japanese, without
getting there lost! *Laughs

Done all my homework about transport, club, accommodation directions, sim card
rental, airport transfer & taxi rates.
Was a last minute decision I swear! Made this decision just only yesterday!
Thanks God my laptop, adapter and charger is all with me now.

Weather is pretty good in Tokyo now.
Ranging from 17-26 degree Celsius.. Cooling but not too cold :)
Guess I will be getting a lot of summer apparel over there.

Not sure about when coming back to Singapore...
Might be weeks or months.
But hopefully it will be a good & fruitful trip!
P/s: With tons of pictures! :)

Nonetheless, I will miss my family & friends in SG!
Hope to see you guys soon for dinner, gathering & party! :*
And I miss my 2 darlings whom worked with me together in Canada.
Although, 3 of us are situated in different cities, far apart.
But, all the memories we shared will never be forgotten & I will still be
waiting for the day when 3 of us could gather or even work together again!

Misses & Loves!

I just have to be on the right track & I'm trying hard to stay on it.

A lesson that i also need to learn and apply as well, not easy i know but it's true.

A $13 Million bank deposit statement found at a cafe with message:

"The secret to happiness is freedom.

This, right here, is freedom.

The secret to freedom is courage. All of your dreams can come true if you have the COURAGE to PURSUE them. Get rid of your life of distractions, DON'T focus on relationships, thats a big one. DON'T listen to the people who say stop. Just focus on YOU and your BUSINESS.

Everything else can come later, as it's easier to get later than THIS." 

I sing, sang, sung 遗失的美好！

Things I wanna do in Singapore!

Everything is great in Toronto!

Especially with my lovely girlfriends who never fails to make each & everyday of mine

brightens up! :)

Including having loads of fun & drunk moments together.

Of course, I miss everybody in Singapore too!

If I'm back to Singapore, there's a lot of things I wanna do.

Have my favorite foods!

(Char kway tiao, Hokkien Mee, Mee soto, Chicken feets, Moo kata, Chinese Steamboat)

Love steamboat the most of all! I have them once-twice weekly when I was still in

Singapore. *Imagine I only have it once till now for already more than 3 months in Toronto.

Party non-stop for at least one week!

(Host clubs, Thai disco till 6am!) - Because the alcohol license is only till 2am in Canada.

Workout regularly!

Well, my body is much toner & losing some weight due to my dancing job nature in 

Toronto. So, have to workout regularly to keep in shape as to burn more calories intakes

that I gonna consume when I'm back in Singapore with all the tasty delights & alcohol.

Self-improvement!

I wanna take some performing arts courses cause I always have passion in those.

But never really go through professional classes for vocal & acting. Which it's really my

passion and wish to improve more on that

But, I'm not too sure how long I will stay in Singapore before I leave again.

Cause in the meanwhile, there's quite a few overseas work opportunity. 

Days in Canada! :)

I miss all my friends, families in Singapore badly!
One month has just past.
Five more months to go!

Have been eating instant noodles, fries, chicken wings all the time!
Start missing my Sg food!!
And the clubs in Sg too!!

Mookata, Steamboat, Tom yam, Carrot cake, char kway tiao, hokken mee!!

Argggh! Still remember ytd I dreamt of ordering those food! Damnn ):

Well, some photos for update during this past one month!
Didn't take a lot cause was busying with work.

Finally it's going to hit summer over here! Weather is so cold for the past few weeks! Even wet snow for a couples of days!

Had a fortune cookies from a Thai restaurant and the note inside was saying "Love is around the corner"? Lol!

Living in Toronto.

I miss everyone so much!
Especially my family & friends!
Most of the time over here, have been wondering how my family there in sg, are they doing well? And my friends if they are still doing good, everything is still great in life!

Have been looking through the photos over and over again! Especially the photo album Brander had made for me before I came over to Toronto.
Look forward to everyday cause I know every next day means it's one day nearer coming back to sg!
Although there's still 4months 3weeks left...

Over here I have great friends around too! Ever since Audrey came over to Toronto, she made me felt that time passes so fast. Having tons of fun time together! Forever full of jokes whenever we are and whatever we are chatting about! :D - My Bestie over here!
Other than her, I have a nice Spanish roommate as well! She's really caring and friendly! A interesting & fun girl to be with. Often having cybersex with her bf while I'm sleeping. Lol!

Generally expenses at Toronto wasn't as much as I was expecting while in sg. Food wise is slightly expensive..
But the portion is bigger and prices are around 10sgd> for a normal small restaurant.
Food court/takeaway wise, it's around 6/7sgd>. High class restaurant is about the same as sg. But the taxes here is 13%. So for shopping wise it's adding in another 13% additional to the price tag. So far shopping is great! I think it's somehow better than sg pricing for the quality given?

Well, anyway I'm going Niagara falls this coming wed! So looking forward to it.

At least I feel better now and not as home sick before I type about my life in Toronto right now.

Well, I still have muscle aches all over and lower back aching so badly when I try to bend due to all the dancing..