13 January 2008

awwww..
i cant get into slp.
quite alot of things happened this
few days. ]:

1. Relationship problems
2. Career problems
3. Family problems

I'hv been controlling my emotions & feelings
in front of everyone. I felt that i'm sucha
failure. In every area of my life i'm so useless.
I dont know why am i lik this. It was like..
I'm starting to build a gap, a distance with
everyone. No one knows & understand
what i'm suffering now. All my closest friends
i used to have, is getting from more to less..
Who knows what i'm actually thinking?
Maybe only God knows.

I think i should just disappear from the glamourous part of this world.
And live in the small, happy life i wanted.
Should i?