31 August 2007

HOWIWISHI'MNOTINLOVE-

today was a fun filled day(:
went to my t.w.p.s to remiscene my pri sch life.
really not into tonninq toniqht. hhah.

perhaps; tomorow..?
see how ;D

awwww.. saw my primary sch friends(:
erm.. but...
Not really chanqe much ;x
*[qiqqles]
Really miss them lots nahs!




我爱你.


你爱我吗?


30 August 2007

todae i'm really happy(:
went to cosmoprof to b choujinqyu model.
llols. d makeup really takes alot of effort & time.
btw, todae oso late nors. LOL.
ue know what happen?

i went to cathay to mit her, n did't saw her-.-"
ii thot she went fer skol oread, cors she was llate.
hmmm.. wait a minute;

when i pass by the tv in cathay. i saw a trailer.
a trailer of bunenqshuodemimi "secret"..
suddenly, memories flew by me. remisence of
those memories. but, still i need to face the facts.
touqh facts. hais.

so i went out of cathay n searchinq fer my
paradiz centre. llols. searchinq it hiqh n low

Finally...
I REACHED! ((:

but wher's cosmoprof?
lift n stairs can't b seen-.-"
searchinq-searchinq-searchinq...
finally! bth lers~ ask a security suan le ba.
dden he point d lift to me-.-"
dots hor? dden went up d lift n went in d sch.
quess what? d receptionist sae dat..
choujinqyu did't come fer lesson. omq!
dden she called hher lars.
n she finally came. hohoho(:
althouqh was a little bit late. but not too late lars.
n when she reached..
she was telinq me..

she saw a lady who looks lyk me, but was..
wearinq sunqlasses. -.-"
so she thot it was not me. n did't catch me up.
LOL! nvmnvmnvm-.-"

dden afta d whole pro makeups, wana c hw i
look lyk? hahas. not todae lars.
i did nt qotcha d photos yet.
so.. next tym bars(:
hmmm.. afta d whole process, we went
findinq fer our friends n went back yewtee(:
as wel as do our "qaiqai".
hohoho! i qot 2top & 1short + 3"makeuptools"
cnnt reveal is which shop ders nahs.
or else dey + chop closed dwn ders.
wakakas! xDDD

blahblahblahhh~
shld end here lers bars. hhah((:

29 August 2007

hms, did't qo home fer 1dae. dunnoe y.
moodless to qo home n qo out oso.
smokinq slowly n qradually bcame 1 biq part of my life...
without ciqs; life r jus bored n lonely.
i reliase it's hard to find someone who,
can share your woes.
there seems to be no one cares and
understands me.
and i jus walk alone dwn my lonely street..
peoples r havinq their happy tyms ard.
n i'm d onli one left alone.
she was riqht.
TRUST was important in every
relationships.
whether it was friendship, love, family or..
what so ever..
w/out it. eur relationship means..
NOTHING. emptyemptyempty-
days pass by, 1..2 and 3 days..
this 3 days i qain nthinq but wastinq tym.
n i reliase that i do this lonq aqo..
i waste quite a several months,
doinq nthinq useful.
what shld i do next? where shld i qo? my plans?
i dunnoe. this is my empty life.
livinq was meaninqless fer me..
hais. jus lettinq days fly pass me day by day.

27 August 2007

it won't be the same. never ever.
dere's too much thinq happen ytd..
the worsest dae i ever had.
ytd ii brk up wif my std.
BUT...
that's not the thing that made me felt upsad.
hais.. ue won't noe that feelinqs,
unless ue experience it.
why ii seems to be d last person whu
noe d truth?! WHY?!
no one told me. except those hintinq.
those unhappiness are hidden behind my mask.
no one ever understands.
someone who ue really trusted hide the truth frm ue.
but that's not finish. that's not all.
the worse thinq was..
the one ue ____ most, PLAYED YOU!
wtf?! damnnn it... so damnn fk-up!!
i'm human! i'm not a toy to every sinqle one. i'm not cold blooded tooo~
haiis. why thinqs turned out to be in this way..?!
there's really too much ii need to say.
if ii can turn time back..
ii would stiue choose back the same road.
seriously. && never reqreted.
ii'hv draqqqq... everythinq & cause some misunderstandinq.
hohoho! d truth is wif me & no one ever noe.
maybe some may not understand or misunderstood why ii choose to do that.
ACTUALLY!
ii planned to brk wif my ex on fri, afternoon ders.
who knows d outinq is cancelled & noo what so ever hp
ii can use to msq mars. -.-"
& SOME..
misunderstood.. ii brk up bcors of another reason.
anyway, everythinq has ended.
different story, different endinqs.
ii shld look forward(:
with optimistic, cheerful, confident attitude.
every tomoro is another new day((:

; pretendinq knowinq nothinq):

24 August 2007

hhah! uploaded one photo. just edited nias. hheeees~!!
btw, eddy bdae cominq lers. brouqht hiiis bdae present lers nahs. llols.
he muus b damnn happy ders lars.
BTW!
tomoro qoiinq CENTRAL.
hohoho ;DDD
arqqqq!
sudden attack. eddy saes hhe tomoro...
NOT FREE!
walauuu.. hw to qif hiim present..
ii dunch care. durinq school tym oso muus
qif hhim nahs nahss.

llols. btw,
ii'm just tooo~ happie bout tomoro lers.
waited fer daes nahs.
but!
ii'm not referinq hiis bdae lars. llols.
hmmms.. it's another..
ue noe ue noe.. LOL.
hmm, btw.. stop here lers bahs.
too happie to continue my bloq lers.
;DDDDDDD
bye readers!

19 August 2007

wakakas! ;DDD
ytd just went out with my beloved aniimals`hut(:
we went to amk hub den to yewtee to makan,
last but not least..
we DRANK! hheeees~
2baron,2tiqer. hiqh arss!
+ + is with my moomoo wor.
nv saw hher drink bfore.
oink, moo & bloop.. tqt.
chalet aqaiin.. steady!? xDD
as usual d rest of our time, we spendinq on..
SLACKING!! but..
somethinq unpredicted happen. haiis.
ivan & ben qot cauqht fer stealinq bicycle.
so ta ma ders suuayy norss!
too much of a coincidence..
a police car pass by & saw what dey did.
=.=" suuuaayyyss larss~~!!
haiis. nw da problem iis dunnoe
mars & ron wil tio mars..?
hope nthinq happen to dem & da 2 dat qot lock-up.
btw.. lata watchinq "bu nenq shuo de mi mi"~!!
hahas. cfm + chop niice ders luhs.
my FAVE~ "jay chou" act ders leiis((:
hheeees~ anys, just end here bahs.
Takecare & Byes readers!

17 August 2007

todae ii'm so quai! ;DD
hhah. rarely ii'll stay at hhome fer d whole daes.
anys, tomoro qoiinq amk hub wif..
quess whu?
"animals`hut"! (:
heeees~ d whole qrp qatherinq at amk hub((:
somemore qot my pay lers.
tomoro can shop happily toooo~
"my RED skinny jeans"~ !!
hehe. wanna noe our qatherinq plan..?
really..? hhah. kiiess..
firstly we qoiinq to amk hub to do our
shoppinq, den we move on to
lakeside beer qarden to haf our
yummy dinner(:
EG. spicy ladyfinqer, prawn, sotonq, sour & sweet.. nn so on(:
envious?
most proberbly.. (:
miss my animalshutsters && 5408sters ;DD

16 August 2007

hmm, ytd was anisia bdae. hhah. as wel as pay-claiminq dae((:
llols. my actual pay was $25o+ but d stupid clothinqs ii brouqht, cost me $130+
siians, end urp ii qot $12o+ fer my whole week pay-.-" wakao!
damn lless nors. afta ii took my pay frm m.c.p..
me, jinqyu, jack & yuxiianq went ard buqiis junction,
lookinq fer present fer hher. hhah. finally..
we found somethinq suits hher frm mu-ee~
hhah. quess what's dat..? a "miirror"..!
dat mirror was damn damn ccute nors ;D
qot zhuzhu pictures all over d miirror. llols.
oh yars!
ytd happen somethinq veri fuck-up!
actually was meetinq fiona qo take our pay ders.
dden.. her friend sae what tio dai ji?!
dden cannot qo lers. anyways, dat thinq veri soon jiu panqsua liaos nors.
dden lyk that dua uus.. feel so fuck-up ders luhs.
stiue make us damn troublesome,
mit petir den come dwn jalapanq dden qo pendinq take buus.
fkfkfkfk-
but afta some conversatiion, jiu panqsua lers. hheeeees~ (:
hhmm, btw.. afta we went to buuqis,
our next stop was yewtee lers. dden qif anisia bdae present..
jiu join d rest at mac slack nors.
unfortuanely..
quite aload of police was surroundinq yewtee.
dden day haf to qo separate ways. but same destination.
that's "yewteepark".
heees~
but.. fortuanely, ii was not wif them at that time. lalas(:
or else.. ii'm brkinq d promises to myself lers.
when did ii swore to myself..?
ii dunnoe.
month of april..?
mayb.
ii promise my bros((: too.
not even to step a sinqle step in.
since then,
ii did't even qet a chance to see what yewteepark looks lyk.
hhmm, that swore stiue remains.
it's in my first bloq. hhah(: click here .
anys, don't think there's anythinq much to talk(: bye readers! ((:

12 August 2007

hahas, today did't turn up for work. cause unable to wake up early lars.
siians~~
cfm tio pok ders nors. lalas(: ii dunch care. llols.
lata qonna mit jinqyu at yewtee lars. as usual.. slack aqaiin. hhah((:
btw, everyone.. can do me a favor..? help me check d followinq ip address(:
"[220.255.98.33]"
p/s; if it's the case, it shown.. 22o.255.98.??
-it's okay(: cause, it won't totally be the same.

just put up a new sonq in my bloq ;D
that's " when you are qone "
hhah(:

11 August 2007

hmm, dunnoe wher to start frm.. two days aqo, d "suayiers" thinq jus happen to me. someone spam cikcik's bloq. & ppl misunderstood it's me. omfk-inqas. it was like, so disappoiinted when those ppl ii trusts real much, suspect me. can ue imaqiine? okie, nvm. dden dey checked d time, d spammer spam.. 7plus. it was on one of d day when ii was workiinq. *pheww.. finally nors. dden meaninq d person whu spam can't be me & fiona.. hmms, whu d hel is dis fk-inq bytch?! if llet me noe whu it is, sure let me wrack til nose bleed jialat jialat! cause me into so many trouble. fk lars. btw, afta ytd work.. as usual, ii went to yewtee luhs. dden slack slack, afta dat.. we went to kranji reservoir slack. boliaos orh-.-" walao! thiqs, feet, wrist.. damn ta ma de pain norss~ *sniffsniff.. hehe. but overal stiue enjoyable lars. enjoyable as iin slpinq at d reservoir. lols ;DD hms, btw.. todae ii'm nah qoiinq fer work lers. cause of d tiredness n dull eyes. ermm, as well as lata qoiinq condo swim oso lars. hahas. shhh! ;DD anyway, there's nthinq much fer me to write anymore. dat's all. bye readers! *qiqqle~

09 August 2007

milubiinq-sam-适应

没想过爱竟会下落不明寂寞都

不忍心故事的结局走不出背影我只能

静静地风吹醒 那些曾经转过身

我用眼泪聆听心 该怎么学会去

适应那些没你的安静我 也想小心地收起所

有回忆却总是忍不 住不断的翻起没想过爱竟会

下落不明寂寞都 不忍心故事的结局走不出背影我只能

(我只能) 静静地风吹醒 那些曾经

(那些曾经)转过身 我用眼泪聆听心 该怎么学会去

适应那些没你的安静我 也想小心地收起所

有回忆你却一直住在心里 是谁都无法代替

Ho-Oh~ Woo-OhDa-Da-Da-Da-Da Da-DaWoo-Oh-Ho~

我的心 该怎么学会去 适应那些没你的安静我

也想小心地收起所 有回忆却总是忍不 住不断

的翻起Ho-Woo爱开始了该怎么去喊停Mmm~

hmm, haha. did't bloq fer da ppast few daes, btw.. jjus happen sometinq shockeniinq luhs. aiiyo. muh hao sista miisunderstood mi. haiis. she thot ii take her thinqs n ran.. haiis. but, end urp actually hher thinqs iis wif another person lars. dunnoe why.. she wil suspect n cfm i'm da one whu take her thinqs. it was like.. omq! it's not me, i'm really not. why would ue suspect mi.. omq. hais. nvm, anyways.. it's over(: jus dat both person belt n charqer wif me luhs. llols. haha. lata qoiinq yewtee return ddem lers((: btw, todae iis momokor bdae ;DD yeah! hehe. N sinqapore bdae(: llols. actually plan to qo esplanade c firework n marina south to eat steamboat ders luhs. but nw.. seems impposible lers): my MOM lars! dunnoe y suddenly PMS.. dots. sae dunwan qif mi $.. arqqq! sae ii kip spend hher $. plss luhs, ii now workiinq, stiiue did't qort my pay yet leiis. niid 1month tym to spon me ders mars. everyone, you meiis you?! really damn bth! todae iish ii speciially take off ders nors. + it's momokor as well as sinqapore bdae! wakaoo.. qoiinq off crazy lers luhs! hw cann ii waste my off dae lyk dis?! some more pubic holis qort extra off at another dae luhs. take off at dis day means, my another off day iish qone leiis! suffer n sacrifice so much jus for TODAY. haiis. bth,bth! damn it! suaysuay day. ytd was iin really qd luck nors. muh sales was 560+.. hohoho(: 1st tym sales so qd nors. today leiis. kns dae. verii fk-up ders lars. spoil my whole MOOD! arqqqqq..

04 August 2007

wahaha. saw my idol ytd at vivovity. hms, ytd wrkinq in iso mars. dden durinq 7/8plus.. ii saw nic! 迷路兵 ders niic.. llols.he come my shop buy jacket. llols, dunnoe wif hiis manaqer or what shit lars. hehe. rare customer. btw, qonna orhorh lers. nites reader ;D

02 August 2007

hohoho! ;D ii done a new IQ test(: here's my result..



IQ Test Score

hmm, hhah. & da financial test. llols.



Testriffic.com
prosperous! yeah! hhah. llols. recently life iis so bored, other den ton, my life iis slack & smk only nors. nvm, i just found a brand new job((: hehe. ed central, wrkiinq as a salesqirl bahs. in a shop called ISO. hehe. dden da pay iis ed least $1ooo, & $15o commission nors. wkriinq hrs is frm 11am to 9pm, 6 days/wk basis. da boss quiite friendly.. hope diis job can llast nors. hhah ;D when qort pay, suure qo shop till DROP! ((: hmms, think ii shld stop da crap hhere lers(: bbye, readers! ;D