HOWIWISHI'MNOTINLOVE-

today was a fun filled day(:
went to my t.w.p.s to remiscene my pri sch life.
really not into tonninq toniqht. hhah.

perhaps; tomorow..?
see how ;D

awwww.. saw my primary sch friends(:
erm.. but...
Not really chanqe much ;x
*[qiqqles]
Really miss them lots nahs!

我爱你.


你爱我吗?

todae i'm really happy(:
went to cosmoprof to b choujinqyu model.
llols. d makeup really takes alot of effort & time.
btw, todae oso late nors. LOL.
ue know what happen?

i went to cathay to mit her, n did't saw her-.-"
ii thot she went fer skol oread, cors she was llate.
hmmm.. wait a minute;

when i pass by the tv in cathay. i saw a trailer.
a trailer of bunenqshuodemimi "secret"..
suddenly, memories flew by me. remisence of
those memories. but, still i need to face the facts.
touqh facts. hais.

so i went out of cathay n searchinq fer my
paradiz centre. llols. searchinq it hiqh n low

Finally...
I REACHED! ((:

but wher's cosmoprof?
lift n stairs can't b seen-.-"
searchinq-searchinq-searchinq...
finally! bth lers~ ask a security suan le ba.
dden he point d lift to me-.-"
dots hor? dden went up d lift n went in d sch.
quess what? d receptionist sae dat..
choujinqyu did't come fer lesson. omq!
dden she called hher lars.
n she finally came. hohoho(:
althouqh was a little bit late. but not too late lars.
n when she reached..
she was telinq me..

she saw a lady who looks lyk me, but was..
wearinq sunqlasses. -.-"
so she thot it was not me. n did't catch me up.
LOL! nvmnvmnvm-.-"

dden afta d whole pro makeups, wana c hw i
look lyk? hahas. not todae lars.
i did nt qotcha d photos yet.
so.. next tym bars(:
hmmm.. afta d whole process, we went
findinq fer our friends n went back yewtee(:
as wel as do our "qaiqai".
hohoho! i qot 2top & 1short + 3"makeuptools"
cnnt reveal is which shop ders nahs.
or else dey + chop closed dwn ders.
wakakas! xDDD

blahblahblahhh~
shld end here lers bars. hhah((:

hms, did't qo home fer 1dae. dunnoe y.
moodless to qo home n qo out oso.
smokinq slowly n qradually bcame 1 biq part of my life...
without ciqs; life r jus bored n lonely.
i reliase it's hard to find someone who,
can share your woes.
there seems to be no one cares and
understands me.
and i jus walk alone dwn my lonely street..
peoples r havinq their happy tyms ard.
n i'm d onli one left alone.
she was riqht.
TRUST was important in every
relationships.
whether it was friendship, love, family or..
what so ever..
w/out it. eur relationship means..
NOTHING. emptyemptyempty-
days pass by, 1..2 and 3 days..
this 3 days i qain nthinq but wastinq tym.
n i reliase that i do this lonq aqo..
i waste quite a several months,
doinq nthinq useful.
what shld i do next? where shld i qo? my plans?
i dunnoe. this is my empty life.
livinq was meaninqless fer me..
hais. jus lettinq days fly pass me day by day.

it won't be the same. never ever.
dere's too much thinq happen ytd..
the worsest dae i ever had.
ytd ii brk up wif my std.
BUT...
that's not the thing that made me felt upsad.
hais.. ue won't noe that feelinqs,
unless ue experience it.
why ii seems to be d last person whu
noe d truth?! WHY?!
no one told me. except those hintinq.
those unhappiness are hidden behind my mask.
no one ever understands.
someone who ue really trusted hide the truth frm ue.
but that's not finish. that's not all.
the worse thinq was..
the one ue ____ most, PLAYED YOU!
wtf?! damnnn it... so damnn fk-up!!
i'm human! i'm not a toy to every sinqle one. i'm not cold blooded tooo~
haiis. why thinqs turned out to be in this way..?!
there's really too much ii need to say.
if ii can turn time back..
ii would stiue choose back the same road.
seriously. && never reqreted.
ii'hv draqqqq... everythinq & cause some misunderstandinq.
hohoho! d truth is wif me & no one ever noe.
maybe some may not understand or misunderstood why ii choose to do that.
ACTUALLY!
ii planned to brk wif my ex on fri, afternoon ders.
who knows d outinq is cancelled & noo what so ever hp
ii can use to msq mars. -.-"
& SOME..
misunderstood.. ii brk up bcors of another reason.
anyway, everythinq has ended.
different story, different endinqs.
ii shld look forward(:
with optimistic, cheerful, confident attitude.
every tomoro is another new day((:

; pretendinq knowinq nothinq):

hhah! uploaded one photo. just edited nias. hheeees~!!
btw, eddy bdae cominq lers. brouqht hiiis bdae present lers nahs. llols.
he muus b damnn happy ders lars.
BTW!
tomoro qoiinq CENTRAL.
hohoho ;DDD
arqqqq!
sudden attack. eddy saes hhe tomoro...
NOT FREE!
walauuu.. hw to qif hiim present..
ii dunch care. durinq school tym oso muus
qif hhim nahs nahss.
llols. btw,
ii'm just tooo~ happie bout tomoro lers.
waited fer daes nahs.
but!
ii'm not referinq hiis bdae lars. llols.
hmmms.. it's another..
ue noe ue noe.. LOL.
hmm, btw.. stop here lers bahs.
too happie to continue my bloq lers.
;DDDDDDD
bye readers!

wakakas! ;DDD
ytd just went out with my beloved aniimals`hut(:
we went to amk hub den to yewtee to makan,
last but not least..
we DRANK! hheeees~
2baron,2tiqer. hiqh arss!
+ + is with my moomoo wor.
nv saw hher drink bfore.
oink, moo & bloop.. tqt.
chalet aqaiin.. steady!? xDD
as usual d rest of our time, we spendinq on..
SLACKING!! but..
somethinq unpredicted happen. haiis.
ivan & ben qot cauqht fer stealinq bicycle.
so ta ma ders suuayy norss!
too much of a coincidence..
a police car pass by & saw what dey did.
=.=" suuuaayyyss larss~~!!
haiis. nw da problem iis dunnoe
mars & ron wil tio mars..?
hope nthinq happen to dem & da 2 dat qot lock-up.
btw.. lata watchinq "bu nenq shuo de mi mi"~!!
hahas. cfm + chop niice ders luhs.
my FAVE~ "jay chou" act ders leiis((:
hheeees~ anys, just end here bahs.
Takecare & Byes readers!

todae ii'm so quai! ;DD
hhah. rarely ii'll stay at hhome fer d whole daes.
anys, tomoro qoiinq amk hub wif..
quess whu?
"animals`hut"! (:
heeees~ d whole qrp qatherinq at amk hub((:
somemore qot my pay lers.
tomoro can shop happily toooo~
"my RED skinny jeans"~ !!
hehe. wanna noe our qatherinq plan..?
really..? hhah. kiiess..
firstly we qoiinq to amk hub to do our
shoppinq, den we move on to
lakeside beer qarden to haf our
yummy dinner(:
EG. spicy ladyfinqer, prawn, sotonq, sour & sweet.. nn so on(:
envious?
most proberbly.. (:
miss my animalshutsters && 5408sters ;DD